I’m in the eye of a tornado

Since you came

I don’t know what I got to do

To make you stay

But when I think about it

I know

There’s nothing left to not understand

 

You ask- are we cool now?

I don’t know what you expect from me

We both know I’ll say anything

To keep you hear

 

But the words burnt in your mouth

Like a loaded gun

Pointed to my chest

Before I had time to run

La-cri-mo-sa

 

Oh I’m losing this fight

But it feels alright

For the longest of time

I’ve been wondering

Just what it’s like

To lose something I care about

Lose something I really care about

 

No, I shouldn’t be blaming you

But isn’t that what I usually do?

Sometimes it feels like it’s the only way

To move passed you

 

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So scared of being real forgot what it’s like

Told myself this is how you should feel so many times